Lethal Combination...

Skeptical + Doubtful + Distrust = Lethal Combination.

Meaning?

That's the combo to protect myself from getting hurt by some insensitive idiots who think they are smart enough to pull my legs.

OK.

People say I'm narrow and way too emotional. Fine. I admit that. I'm narrow & sensitive. So what? I have my reasons to protect what I feel. It's the side effect of the "once bitten, twice shy syndrome." I hate it when I sense that people is trying to test me in order to know what's my standing. I'm NOT a lab rat.

Worse still, some can just talk their way out of situations. I really "admire" this kind of skill. Some people can just say anything and "package" them so damn nicely that you believe them. It's like the "buy 1, free 1 campaign." I don't think I misjudged in this case. In this society nowadays, sincerity is treated like dirt. Honesty is way down the ladder. All are politics, sweet talks, backstabbing, etc. Now, I understand what does it mean when people say that the tongue is the deadliest weapon of mankind.

Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I don't think I could. They say time heals everything... but I'm still waiting ~ Not Ready to Make Nice, Dixie Chicks.

Fine. Forget about it! I don't know how many times have I hurt myself subconsciously. I don't want to care too much either. It's never meant to be this way. It's never meant to be. One who builds castles in the air always end up doubling up in pain on the ground when it's time to come back to one's senses.

This is a cruel, cruel society. The survival of the fittest rules out all weaklings. The survivor survives all sorts of mistreatment. In the process, the survivor becomes less humane. Why? To survive and to maintain survival.

Crap? B***S***? That's for me to know and for you to find out.

The so-called "Lethal Combination" combo costs me of any relationship (not merely romantic). Never mind. It's better to be safe than be sorry. Whether you are a friend, a colleague, a co-worker, whatever... once I sense that you are trying to s*** on me, you better watcha way. I'm NOT a weakling.

My current mood: Combative